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Monday, March 14, 2005
No Health Warning Needed for this Post
After a flurry of activities (work wise) at the end of last week, I finally have some time to blog. Of course, Mobilemom had pestered me many times to continue blogging. "You have a following" said Mobilemom. I don't intend to blog that often, but if I have the time (and the story to tell), I will certainly put something up
You have all read (and seen) the detailed account of today's activities, so there is no need for me dwell on that. While Mobilemom is resting and receiving her fourth drip of "liquid" required to flush her system before the chemotherapy drug, I would just like to write a short dedication to Mobilemom aka dearest wifey for her courage, strength and positive attitude in the face of this disease called CANCER.
In the space of one and a half months, Mobilemom had gone through countless procedures such that I believe every single part of her body have come into contact with some form of medical equipment. If it was not physical in nature, than it may be radioactive or ultrasound or magnetic wave. So, in effect, medical technology has invaded every part of her body. Despite that, Mobilemom took all that with rock solid strength and the unwavering resolve to get well. I remembered an occasion during one of the procedures (bronchoscopy, I think) where Mobilemom was about to receive several dosages of dormicum in order to make her sleep. Most people (the writer included) would have been scared looking at the medical equipment around the room. I would have remained very queit and shivering inside with fear. Instead, Mobilemom managed to put up a smile and asked the doctor "Doctor, am I your patient from hell?" Doctor looked at me and said "I don't think I should answer that".
For me, that single event stood out among all the events during her 22 days stay at the hospital. Maybe, finally, everything sunk into me on that particular occasion. The typical "Why her, why us?" questions started racing into my mind. I tried to block these questions, but they kept coming back. This was also the occasion when my admiration towards my wife was raised to another level. Far from being a patient from hell, Mobilemom you are THE model patient.
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WARNING!! - NOT SUITABLE for the WEAKER HEART!!
OH NO!! She's back again on her crazy pictures is she ehh???
*WIDE GRIN* heh heh heh...yeah..I'm back blogging from my hospital bed!! OK.. this is a very weird case of a woman, in her 30's (who happens to have "turning 30 syndrom"), diagnosed with "pleural effusion" or also known as "mesothelioma cancer" a month ago and happily blogging away about her experience being in the hospital.
Fine, call me what ever you want!! It's really weird when I think about going back to the hospital for my "chemotheraphy" and at the same time looking forward for some peace of mind and no stress nonsense what-so-ever!! (lah). My husband thinks I'm a weird one. Cause I tend to look forward for few days stay in the hospital. DUH!!! Do I have a "sick" mind or am i just "sick!!??"
Anyway, for the next couple of days, my husband shall go back to the title of "permanent male nurse". Today, since I'm going for my 2nd "chemo" cycle, hubby has taken the whole day off to help me out in the hospital for admission and other necessary things that needs to be done. Thanks sweetie..*smuck*.
OK...I just want to warn all my readers here that the pictures taken few hours ago are quite gory and scary for some of us. Tell me who "loves" needles and all....
Why do I put up all this pictures? To me, it's a "reminder". It will remind me of all the experience, process and hardship that I had to go through in order to get well and fight my "cancer". It looks scary or gory and probably turn off some of my readers. But then again, this is the reality of MY life now. It's a "new journey of life" that I have to take and get used to. It's the challenge that ALLAH has given to me and I have accepted with an open mind and heart. Therefore, it is a "responsibility" for me to go through this with an open heart, mind and fight for my life and think about my children and my family who needs me. That's why I take my attitude seriously. I have to have the courage, the strength, the will power and most importantly is the "positive mind set". That's why I do not
want negative auras, negative encouragement, negative responds over what ever I do or say or even think. I live to survive and I will survive insya'ALLAH. I have the confidence and believe that time will heal. Even if it takes forever.
Think of those who are probably in a situation that's worst than me. I mean those unfortunate people who has cancer and that they found out at a later stage for example stage IV(4). The chances of survival are even unpredictable too. Just imagine or put our selves in their shoes. It's very important that your mind has to be stable in order to take control of your whole body. Our brains/mind control our body. When we think positive, we feel better. Trust me, I know. I've been there. I am in that situation. I'm experiencing the whole process.
However, there will be time when you feel tired. Tired of fighting. Tired of people around you giving mix aura's and all. Tired of telling your mind to be strong at all times. Then that's where you breakdown. It's OK to breakdown. Let out all the emotions that's been "a mind boggling" experience to your thoughts, your feelings, your fears. It's natural. We are human beings. We're not super human. We have feelings. But you need to fight it. Keep on fighting.
Hmm.. I can tell you that sometimes, I get really tired. When I need to be re-charged, I go out. I go out to get my peace of mind away from the stress environment. Blogging is just half of my "therapeutic" of chanelling(sp) out my thoughts, depression, stress, anger bla bla bla.... the most important thing for me is positive encouragement and environment. STRESS FREE!! (ohh how I desprately want that right now!) I need a vacation!! heh heh heh...yeah right!! I can DREAM.
Anyway, I must WARN MY READERS THAT THE PICTURES BELOW MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR THE WEAKER HEART!! Don't say that I didn't warn you!!! :P
The "long" empty hall way to the "oncologist clinic"...
(Hubby took this picture!) Of course I needed to get my blood test done as soon as I arrived at the hospital. So, as usual...before anything else...I would ask for "the spray"!!! :P
(Hubby needs a new pair of glasses!!) :P The "SPRAY!!" ;) Aiyaahh can't even focus right!! :P
OUCHHH!!!!!!!! EEeeeeekkkkkk!!! Needle!!! I hate needle!!
Ohh uhhh...ohh...eekkkk!! Yup..that's what it is..ouchhh!..
All done and taken to the Lab.... :P
The "L" shape needle!! It's the needle that will be connected to my "chemo port".
That's my "L" needle. Right now, it's already "connected" to my "chemo port". Do I feel any pain? Hmm..honestly, not really. Just a little numb (sp) but it's ok now. All I needed was to get my mind off from concentrating on that "needle"!! The Oncologist did the insertion or should I re-phrase it as "connection" to the "chemo port"!! ;)
My Oncologist was quite pleased with my tolerance of the 1st "chemo" cycle. All the results from my blood test came back normal. Alhamdulillah!!! :)
I'll be resting here doing my "chemo" for the next couple of days. Ahh... the cost of my peace of mind..... (Damn it!!..I missed my kids already!!) *sigh* Arghhh....
My lunch!! Spaghetti!!! :P Yummyy!!...
And now...I'm just resting and watching OPRAH before my "chemo" starts. :)
Posted at 01:48 pm by mobilemom
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Just finished packing my stuff to bring to the hospital....
We went out after dinner earlier today just to give my self some peace of mind and also to prepare my self for tomorrow's 2nd cycle of chemo.
Hang out in S.P for about 45 minutes. It rained heavily tonight. After S.P we went to my "twin's" house just to "hang out" a little bit. Had a good laugh and chat about all sorts of things from cars to Ferrari to shit business.
Anyway, won't be blogging much tonight as I'm about to pack up my computer to bring to the hospital tomorrow. We'll be leaving as early as 7:30am I think. (Provided that I can wake up early!)
I'll start blogging back again if my health permits from my ward.
Later folks...
Posted at 12:31 am by mobilemom
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
3 hours of QiGong at the NCSM
Today, I was determine to go and learn more about Healing QiGong. But I must admit that I had a mix feeling right after the QiGong session at NCSM.
At the entrance.
We arrived NCSM as early as 9:15am. The beginners supposedly starts about 9:30am. We were very early actually. Well, we had a taste of Intro of QiGong at the gym last wednesday and I decided to try out the healing QiGong today.
At the NCSM. We were early remember!! So..no one was there yet!
The entrance of NCSM. "The banner". Wear a "yellow ribbon" to suport cancer patients!!
The Master QiGong is the same guy who thought us at the Gym. He himself is a cancer survivor. Seeing his recovery and survived cancer makes me wonder the benefits of QiGong for Cancer patients. I heard people say that "QiGong can heal!". But you need to practice it everyday for few hours.
I must admit when everyone started to come in for the class, you can see people from all ages. And everyone there accept my husband are diagnosed with cancer and some probably survived cancer just like the "master qigong" himself. The lady beside me has had breast cancer and it's been 5 years since diagnosed. Another lady, who sat infront of me had a tumour/cancer in one of her kidney. She had it taken out and went through everything from radiotheraphy to chemotherapy. It's been 10 years now since she was diagnosed. You can imagine the feelings and the thoughts that goes through everyone's mind.
There was another lady. A first timer like at the NCSM. The master qigong shared with us her stories and her fears of cancer. She came in looking really sad and demotivated. The doctor told her that she was at stage IV (4). It has spread. I can imagine how she feel. She needs to have a strong will power. But anyone can just say it to her. The thing is, you would never know or understand what goes on through her mind. We don't know at what level of support system that she gets. She looks normal like everyone else. Hmm... that's cancer folks. It can happen to anyone, anybody with or without symptoms. Sad isn't? And you know what?... it has become a common disease. Scary isn't?.....
If we walk into a mind of a cancer patient, we see things differently. We look at things differently from how it was before. We see and take it as a "new journey in life". Some patients can take it with an open mind, positive attitude, strong will power and believe in surviving but some don't. This is something I learn and observed after being diagnosed. We need to take life to the fullest when there's uncertainty. We pray to our GOD and in my case I pray to ALLAH everyday that I'm given a second chance in life. Inys'ALLAH.
"Ya ALLAH, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan semangat untuk mengharungi cabaran serta dugaan yang kau telah berikan kepada ku ini!" (Oh GOD, please give me the strength and the spirits to go through this challenge that you have given to me!) *Amin*
I wanted to take pictures of "us" doing the QiGong but it would be difficult to take while we're doing it so maybe next time another session.....we will see.
I must admit that my first taste of QiGong for 3 hours was really a big challenge. The first one hour and half was practically body movement and I did sweat alot. The first time I did at the gym, it was not too bad really. As for the second session, the movement was all about healing and concentration! (sp)"La Qi" is a special "QiGong" where the "master" transfer his "Qi" to the patients. Well, I and didn't know that at first. Honestly, my husband and was totally "lost" and "tired". It was a whole one hour and half of concerntration (sp) and visualizing on our internal organs. Telling our organs that they are in an excellent shape and all. You really have to stay focus and concentrate on the whole technique. Well, hubby and I "lost it" half way through. We were looking forward to leave and have lunch instead! Yes!! This "cow" was "hungry" again!!....*grin*
As soon as it was over, only then we were told about the 2nd session and what was it all about. DUH!! The "master" said that I'm not relax. True enough. I wasn't. I didn't feel relax. I don't know why. I felt stressed. Probably because I was hungry. But as soon as it was over, I was relaxed and happy to go.
Uhh laa laa.....
The entrance of the restaurant!! :)
Hmm..the menu. What do I want to eat!!??..Hmm...
Hmm..yummyy....and the food has arrived..
Heh heh heh..beat that!! There's 2 of us..and enough food for 4!! *grin*
After...and I was not done yet...notice that I still have my rice to finish up!!
Finally..all done!! FInish!!
Anyway, had our lunch plan set for "Sri Thai". I was feeling hungry and I wanted to have my "thai food" craving again before I get admitted tomorrow for my 2nd cycle of "chemo". And yes..I got my "sri thai food" and it felt good. Well, of course I ate like a "cow". (what else is new anyway!!)
The next thing I wanted to do was to go home and rest.
I felt tired and wanted my rest as we started off early this morning. I woke up very early this morning and couldn't sleep for a while. By the time I got back to sleep, it was time to wake up. So, I had my early breakfast, took my shower and we left for NCSM.
Felt really good when I got home. I got my bed, my WiFi, my computer, my pillow and took a nap. *grin*
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
What!? How come I'm not mentioned anywhere in your BLOGS??...
Heh heh heh heh....Oyy...I did what!! What do you mean I didn't???????
I did mentioned in my blogs somewhere about my siblings!!! *wide grin* :P Ok lah...sorry loh!!
OK...what's all this racket (lah)? Heh heh heh..err.. it's my sister. Whom I always deny the fact that we look alike!! We don't!! Err..maybe we have that "almost" the same height..however I'm cuter you see. Being the youngest you always look "cute"!! Bwahahahahahaha...*puke-puke*
Today, she complained.."how come I'm not mentioned anywhere in your blogs?" I said..huh? Where got(lah)? "I did mentioned (lah) about our siblings get together and all at the hospital what"..I said.*grinning away and at the same time feeling guilty* Well then again, maybe she's right. I was so tied up with my daily bloggings about my doctors, permanent male nurse, my brother, dad, mom...my sister (once in a while I supposed) and friends, so you tend to go overboard without realizing the fact that one of your siblings was also responsible for helping out while I was in the hospital.
"Sorryy!!!".... How about next time you take me out for a nice dinner at Victoria Station and I'll definately blog more about my siblings!! I mean you (addressing to my sister) heh heh heh heh....tam ti dum ti dum....or..if your husband finds out about your "new alta ego tag hauer"(sp) you can just claim or tell him that you bought this for your "cutest sister in the world"??? *blink blink* How about it? Deal??? hehehehe
My siblings.... there's only 3 of us. We are all happily married siblings with children of our own. We're closed to each other in our own ways. Well, being the "youngest" your eldest siblings would always admit that I get away with "murder"! HAH! I don't think so!! We all have our own "differences" or "ways of our own" of how we see things or life. The age gap between my brother and me or my sister and me is very big you see. I mean.. we're like 8-9 years apart (i think.. if I get my math correctly). So, you can imagine the stress of being treated the "baby" or the "spoiled" one in the family!! In this case, the "most rebelious". :P Honestly, we were not really that closed to each other before this. Only recently when we reached to a point of adulthood..or maybe maturity to accept that we have all have grown up!!
Oh hmmm..I don't have to blog about my brother. I have blogged about him before. It's my sister that I realized I don't blog often. Not because she complained or just teasing me but, i realized that I have not blog much about her. So today, I'm going to blog about my sister whom we used or often quarrel like cats and dogs. Put us in a room together and we'll start scratching each other the next 5 minutes. But that's history. All put aside as soon as I got back from the States. I supposed my siblings saw me "grew up" and became matured. They "saw" me as an adult. So the treatment was different from how it used to be when I was much much younger. What a relief!!
Now, we share quite abit of things together. Though I would "NEVER" (read that in bold) admit to anyone who tells us that we look alike!!! NO WE DON'T!! Oyy, I'm CUTER OK!! *grin* Not saying that she is not pretty. Hey, don't get me wrong. My sister is pretty. She's got a style of her own when she brings her self. While I have mine. Just that..I NEVER admit we look a like. But I do admit she is MY sister.*grin* What? Confused already? Don't need to (lah).
Well, when we broke the news to my parents. It was my sister who has been taking care of my mom while my dad and my brother was visiting me at the hospital. She was there for my mom. She stayed with her incase mom broke down and all. I never got the chance to say Thank you. So now, I'm telling you...THANK YOU!!
My sister has 3 kids of her own. 2 boys and a little princess. (the second grand daughter in our family) Thank GOD!! Atleast my daughter has a "cousin sister" to play with. I was worried at one time that my daughter would be a "tom boy" cause all her cousins were boys. I mean BIG boys. I adore my niece. She is so cute. Though I envy that my niece is fairer than my daughter!! Maybe I should bleach my daughter's skin....*KIDDING*....:P
Anyway, back to the topic of "my sister". I must admit that she has finally got her "dream job" i think. She's doing well. Earning good money and nice bonus at the end of the year!! (But never buys me nice handbag also cehhh!!) :P
We got quite the same taste in handbags and jewelry I think. I mean..we would go to my parent's house and we would see each other's new handbag and we would go like..."wahh new one!!" heh heh heh... or..ehh.. "original ahh??" Teasing away as usual!! That's how we are. Woman..sisters..what do you expect. They do this all the time. I don't see my sister or my brother as a rival. Even though I don't earn a living at the moment, cause I'm working on my thesis but I'm proud of my siblings. I'm proud of having them as my siblings. We had our differences when we were young but we grew out of all that and we are now closer than we ever been. I mean we can "kutuk" (tease) each other without having any grudge. ;P
She was the one who is responsible for introducing me to the "diet program" that she was on. She called me one day and asked me if I was interested to loose weight and of course I said "helloooo!! Yeahhh!! Of course (lah). So, i took her advice and lost weight!! Heh heh heh.. Of course then, I became so much "CUTER" (lah). :P Thanks to her. Then all my friends who saw me slimmed down wanted to go to the same clinic. :)
Anyway sis, I'm so sorry if I didn't mentioned much about you in my blogs before this. (Honestly from the bottom of my heart!!) Of course you know that I love you as my sister. I love my siblings (lah). I adore all my nephews and my only "snow white niece". Just because I may not mentioned us or forgot or too busy blogging about other things, I just want you to know that I'm glad you are my sister. The age gap doesn't matter much now that we're at the same wave length. But i will tell you this though!! I WILL NEVER ADMIT THAT WE LOOK ALIKE!!! :P Cause I'm CUTER!!! bwahahahahahahahahahaha......
On a serious note: Thank you for getting the "aura water" for me while I was in the hospital.
So, how about you get me the filter??? Now that I have blogged about you???? puaa puaa puaaa...
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Another Early morning for us today...
Yup...it was another early morning...
We left the house early about 7:15am for our Basic Yoga class at the gym. Today was really exhausting day for me. The yoga that we did today was basically about stretching, breathing and slow movement. Boy, I sweat. I finally sweat and I could feel the sweat on my forehead dripping down to my T-shirt.
Imagine the body aches that I still had from the previous Yoga class and today we had another session of stretching and all. Wow..I can feel the muscle strain in every part of my body!! OUCHHH!!! But it was a good session today. I felt good. I felt fresh and I did feel abit stronger today then other days even though it was exhausting.
Nice ehh!!?...
Another view of the gym....
"Mobilemom" taking a break..with the "old reebok sport shoes!"...
After the yoga, I dropped off my husband as he had work to do today. I decided that I wanted to have some time on my own. Some peace of mind..so I went shopping!! *grin* Again? heh heh heh... it's a therapeutic way for me to get some peace and time alone...
I got my self a new Reebok sport shoes. The one that I have been using, have been really good to me for the past 6 years. I just thought of rewarding my self with a new one. I couldn't afford a NIKE. It's too expensive and the shop where I went didn't have the shoe design that I like.
My "new" Reebok sports shoes!! :) Rewarding my self once in a while.
Then, I went a head shopping for more cheap T-shirts. Got my daughter a new cute purple and pink flowery sandals, my son a new toy, 2 yoga mets so that hubby and I can do our yoga at home.
My son's new laptop. Let me see, his err..3rd Laptop?? (I think!) *sigh*
I was actually sweating while doing shopping. I felt good and strong. Wow..and the lady behind me was probably puzzled because I was sweating away at the cashier counter. Amazing!....
Anyway, I'm back home again. Resting on my bed and at the same time blogging away about my day today. I'm hungry. I wonder what's for lunch today...
Later folks...
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Friday, March 11, 2005
It was nice meeting you in person...
"D"....
It's so nice to meet such a sweet and thoughtful person who happens to be one of my readers. It was nice to finally meet up with you!! Yup.. you've just met "mobilemom" in person today. And yes..don't we just adore "stripes" eh? heh heh heh....
I don't know what to say really. I totally didn't expect the "surprise gift" you've given to me. You don't know how much I REALLY REALLY appreciate the "gift" and your nice and kind "gesture". I never thought I would ever own " it". I have read about Lance Armstrong Foundation and never thought I could actually own the band. Actually, when I was told about the website few weeks back, (I was in the hospital at that time!) I thought about purchasing the band. But the process will take time and I've decided to put on hold till later when I'm done with my "chemo" treatment. I know you need to order it through internet and all. So, it was so much hassle then.
But today when I met you for the first time, what you did for me, I want to tell you that your "gift" is very special to me and I want you to know that personally from the horse's mouth!! :) May GOD bless you always. Thank you "D". Thank you for your wonderful kind gesture. When I was told that the " yellow band" was the only one you had and you wanted me to have it, I was almost in tears. I feel honored. I'm so happy and I now owned the " yellow band LIVESTRONG" thanks to you.
The Yellow band...
A close up of the yellow band...
And now, I'm wearing it!! LIVESTRONG!! and Be strong!!
I hardly know you but you gave a very strong positive and wonderful aura to me. Thanks again. I hope you keep on reading my blogs when you have the time to invest. :) I know my blogs are lengthy sometimes. But I share my readers my stories, my experience, my fear, my anger, my thoughts, my happiness, my food cravings/galore ;) and most importantly how I cope with my CANCER. LIVESTRONG!! and be strong!! :)
So my dear "D". Here's to a new "friendship"!! :) Take care and enjoy life!! CHEERS!!
p.s
Special thanks to my "good ole' buddy buddy friend" who introduced us. :) Thanks..
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Had a lunch date with hubby's "jambu" today. Well, actually this particular "jambu" is one of my husband's bestfriend who's not married yet by the way!! Anyway, if you go to an "all male boarding school" the term "jambu" is regularly being used to call among themselves. *grin* tee hee heee... Oyy..ok then again I went to an "all girl school" but we don't call each other "jambu" though!! :P
Anyway, I had a great lunch. I ate like a cow obviously!! We went to this place somewhere in Klang Valley. See the pictures and you know what I mean. I quite like the concept of this particular place. Very interesting. I ate seafood speghetti with broccoli soup, bread and some salad. Then had a taste of desert which I shared with "C". Thank you!! :)
Look at the serving of that speghetti!!! :)
Sorry, this shot is a little shaky!!
Ahh..slightly better than the other ehh...
There you go!! That's the place we went for lunch! They have a very interesting concept really. I was told that this was a concept that they brought in from the United Kingdom? Ahh.. so desu ne...
Starbucks!!! It's everywhere!! :P
Heh heh heh Food for thought!! Food Galore??... Choose..please do choose one..or two..or three... ;)
Then we adjurned to Starbucks where "C" wanted to have his "caffeine" suppliment. I settled for apple juice instead. I don't drink coffee. Well, I used to take them when I needed to stay awake during my study and research days. But now days, I just can't take it. Sometimes I can't even smell coffee if it has that strong coffee aroma!! I can tell you that my husband is also a coffee drinker.. but when ever he drinks, I make him brush his teeth right after that. I refused to even kiss him!! :P heh heh heh..
I had a wonderful lunch. Thank you so much "C" for taking me out. I needed that "break" and I got it. Infact, it's one of my best days outing and I'm very happy. Thanks "laling". Thank you!!
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OK..Ok...another one...My CURRENT mood...
| You Are In a Fantastic Mood |
 You're confident, focused, and on top of your game. People are attracted to your energy right now. This is the time to go for it - you're likely to get what you want! |
Posted at 10:57 am by mobilemom
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BINGO!! Right on the spot!!
| Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence |
 You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer. |
BINGO!! Boy, I'm having fun doing all this (lah). Thanks to "CK"! I got the link from her blogs!! heh heh heh
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Who am I?
A woman, a designer mom of 2 hyper kids with "turning 30 syndrome".
Why do I Blog?
A channel for letting out my brains to talk rather than thinking and suppressing it. Ohh..wait even better!! I have a very bad headache and my brains doesn't seem to stop thinking so it wants to express itself!!
Location?
How about sitting infront of my laptop in the dark?
How old am I really? Honestly?
Probably around 11,648 days old! (I think!!) Then again, I'm not an accountant and I FAIL in MATHS!! I think most designers HATE the subject!!
What Am I Diagnose With?
I am diagnozed with "Pleural Effusion Andocarcinoma"(sp) or another term for it is called "Mesothelioma Malignant" something. I was told that this Cancer is very rare here in this country. How did I get it? We have no idea. Currently I'm going through my "chemo treatment procedures". It's a type of cancer which is located at the lining of the lungs. I only knew about my condition in early February. What can I say?... Well, if you have the time to invest, and you want to know what goes on in this puny hyper active brain of mine, read on my blogs. Do leave your comments if you like and I will reply to your comments when ever I have the time. Thank you for all your support and encouragement.
What I NEED and DON'T NEED right now?
I need POSITIVE aura surroundings!!.I DON'T NEED people telling me what I should or should not do bla bla bla. I'm under full "chemo treatment" medication and the doctors knows best. It's important for me to go on with a POSITIVE mind set. I need to survive, go on with my normal life, get all the strength and will power to carry on with my normal routine and make it better. I'm fighting for my life. I put the illness behind me so that I can go on my normal life with my children and family. Thanks again everyone, my friends, my readers for all your support and encouragement. This is important for me. Insya'ALLAH.
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