Wednesday, March 16, 2005
The Morning After....

Got up about 6:30am (I think) cause of nature calls.

My neck felt really stiff. It could be the position that I slept last night.

Few minutes later while I was trying to get comfortable again on my bed, the oncologist nurse "L" came and visited me again. She does that every morning since I got admitted for my Chemotheraphy. Checking how I was coping and all. Telling her how I was feeling and all.

Hubby finally dragged his feet out from his bunk. This ward is really cold at night and in the mornings. We tend to get really "lazy" to freshen up just because it's cold and we can't control the tempreture as it's central aircond. *sigh*

Ohh... I told my brother last night that I was going to blog about him and his kids today. I was stunned actually as I saw my two young nephews who happens to be standard 5 and Form 2 (I think) watching "wrestling"!!! WRESTLING?? AWWMAAGAWWDDD!!! Who watches that CRAP!! My brother seems to know all the techniques of wrestings and all. I'm stunned!! He watched them since he was in the States!! DUH!! Helloooo!!! Of all the 100 channels they have you guys watched Wrestlings there?? In Jonesboro???? Oyyy... sad case la oyyy!!! (Aiyooh!!) The kids was like excitedly watching and laughing and ooohhh..I dunno!! What ever it is..I told them not to exposed it to my kids. ESPECIALLY my daughter!! Cause I can forsee that she may be able to wrestle and bully her brother!! Ohh no!!...Definately a BIG NO NO!!! Better start getting my daughter all the "girlie stuffs" from now. :P

Yesterday I was so embarrased when 3-4 nurse came in and told me that I have put on weight and my face looks so round!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! All the effort of me loosing weight last time just gone down the drain!! That's it!! Once all this "chemo" treatment is done and all, I'm gonna cut all my food intake in HALF!!! :P~ *sob* *sob* Well, I've reached to the weight that is recommeded by my dietician. But it sort off went 1kg more. So, I want to loose that 1kg. Don't care!! Say what you people want to say!! :P~~~ Even my hubby's bestfriends came and told me I have put on weight!! Arghhhhhhhh... Damn those steroids and appetite pills!!! Off with those pills!! Off with those pills!!! These are the pills which makes my cravings for food goes bezerks. I crave as if I was pregnant and I AM NOT!! Damn it!!

Anyway, I need to drag my feet off this bed soon before the doctors comes in to "check" on me. There's two of them really. My lung specialist and my Oncologist. I wouldn't want them to see me in yesterday's clothes. Eeeeiiii shyy!!


Posted at 08:09 am by mobilemom

MobileMom
March 17, 2005   07:43 AM PST
 
dotsha,

Hahaha very funny man you!! :P

Cheers,
mobilemom
dotsha
March 17, 2005   12:10 AM PST
 
Hey mobilemom,

Your always just 9-characters wide to us ... :)

Regards,
.sha
 

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