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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
I'm stunned..I'm speechless..
When I read the entry below written by my "PMN", I was in tears inside. No matter how many times I read it yesterday and this morning, I was practically in tears all over again.
Quietly seating on my hospital bed facing the window view of the "famous residential area" in K.L. My husband once told me, it would be his dream to live here. I went like...DUH!! Don't think so.. we're staying put at where we are Thank you very much!!! ;P
Anyway, back to my thoughts and my stunned-ness (if there's such a word) of my husband's entry in my blogsite. He was seating quitely on the bed tapping away on his computer while my dad and cousin was blabbering away about ships..of all the motherships..cruise ships..merchant ships...bla bla bla....
I never thought of imagine what he was planning to blog last nite.
I would usually look forward for his funny sarcarstic, bold or silly stupid jokes about things he sees or thoughts of him planning for something that not many people (as a husband especially) would do. But instead, last night, I got a surprised entry coming in from my husband's heart. Beats all the romantic things or nice gesture in the world that I would think off. I was speechless and I was in tears.
But, I became stronger, I became re-energized. I was determine to get well even more for my children and for my families. (Including my parents, siblings and their families and not to forget my inlaws too). Thank you my dearest and wonderful and funny husband for your kind and beautiful thoughts.
To my bestfriend, lover, sweetheart, husband, love of my life....who's also known as permanent male nurse, infusion pump pole pusher, nanny to our children, husband and guardian to our family, financial controller while I'm sick, "private entertainer" (ohh shut off your naughty thoughts people!!), personal clown, and most important...my soul mate.....
There is no words in the world right now that I can say but I love you with all my heart and soul. I am a very lucky woman to have met you at the right time and at the right place through that special "mailing list". Thank you. Thank you for every little and big things plus your sacrifices of your time at work and juggling it for me.
OK..for that I shall give you your "PELITA NASI KANDAQ" or "MAHBOB" or "KAYU" night out with your bestfriends. ONLY for couple of hours!! *wide grin*. Please get your bestfriend to fill in some "off duty" forms for few hours (2 hours maximum) *very very wide grin*
Posted at 12:03 pm by mobilemom
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Who am I?
A woman, a designer mom of 2 hyper kids with "turning 30 syndrome".
Why do I Blog?
A channel for letting out my brains to talk rather than thinking and suppressing it. Ohh..wait even better!! I have a very bad headache and my brains doesn't seem to stop thinking so it wants to express itself!!
Location?
How about sitting infront of my laptop in the dark?
How old am I really? Honestly?
Probably around 11,648 days old! (I think!!) Then again, I'm not an accountant and I FAIL in MATHS!! I think most designers HATE the subject!!
What Am I Diagnose With?
I am diagnozed with "Pleural Effusion Andocarcinoma"(sp) or another term for it is called "Mesothelioma Malignant" something. I was told that this Cancer is very rare here in this country. How did I get it? We have no idea. Currently I'm going through my "chemo treatment procedures". It's a type of cancer which is located at the lining of the lungs. I only knew about my condition in early February. What can I say?... Well, if you have the time to invest, and you want to know what goes on in this puny hyper active brain of mine, read on my blogs. Do leave your comments if you like and I will reply to your comments when ever I have the time. Thank you for all your support and encouragement.
What I NEED and DON'T NEED right now?
I need POSITIVE aura surroundings!!.I DON'T NEED people telling me what I should or should not do bla bla bla. I'm under full "chemo treatment" medication and the doctors knows best. It's important for me to go on with a POSITIVE mind set. I need to survive, go on with my normal life, get all the strength and will power to carry on with my normal routine and make it better. I'm fighting for my life. I put the illness behind me so that I can go on my normal life with my children and family. Thanks again everyone, my friends, my readers for all your support and encouragement. This is important for me. Insya'ALLAH.
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